THE QUANTUM AWAKENING
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ECLIPSE/STAR ALIGNMENT/HALLOWEEN/BETTER LATE THAN NEVER ISSUE
ISSUE # 69
Almost 6 years on-line publication
IN THIS ISSUE
*** I AM SHE THAT HERALDS FROM THE STARS
*** We are the Elders of the Stars. We come forth from a place that succeeds time and redefines light
*** ARE YOU FILLED WITH ENOUGH LOVE OF SELF TO EXTRACT LOVE FROM NEGATIVITY, DARKNESS, CHANGE, AND CHAOS?
*** 11:11 ACTIVATION PRODUCTS
*** UPCOMING WORKSHOPS
*** COSMIC CLASSIFIED ADS
I AM SHE THAT HERALDS FROM THE STARS
Channeled by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I am SHE that heralds from the stars. The threads of my gown of light are interwoven constellations. I am SHE that you wish upon in the night sky as you look up and see my heart light pulsing toward yours. I am Star Woman and I live within you as you live within me.
When you were a child, you would look out your bedroom window and ponder all that was in the sky above. You would look for the signs the magic and the hope that you so needed in your life. You sought someone who loved you more than you even loved yourself. When you were a child, you wished upon me and I did my best to make all your wishes come true. I came to you and brushed the tears from your eyes as you, little one cried yourself to sleep -- tears of confusion over your family, over school, over your day. I stood there and looked at you and loved you with all of my heart. For I was Star Woman then as I am Star Woman now and I am here to shine upon your wishes.
As you move more into the galactic feminine aspect of your being, you will find yourself aligned with the fairy god-mothers of old that were conceived from the gift of magic and the gift of love. I ask you to wear my costume of the stars for 24 hours and pretend in the deepest part of your heart that you too can grant wishes and make dreams come true. Pretend that you too can sprinkle stardust upon those who don't believe and help others to believe. Grant a wish once a day and know in the deepest part of your galactic heart that wish is granted.
Within me live black holes and white holes and ultra-violet holes. Within me are universes that implode and explode upon them selves redefining them selves as others observe in confusion. You are not miniscule in heart, in love and light, nor in deed. You are a great galaxy that chose to evolve through the matrix of the human form. A galaxy that chose to make itself small in nature, but not small in purpose. A universe that chose to accelerate the evolutionary process of those that had slept for far to long.
You dear ones hold the very fabric of time within your being. You look to your world for the answers that only can be seen in nuances of the sensories of your being. You look for the skywriting; you look for the magical words on the billboards that no longer stand up right. You look for the trees and the wind to give you the messages of what the future will bring. The ears of your heart no longer here in the same tone as the song is different, the pulse is different, and the Light is different. It feels as though you have been transported to a foreign land. Everything seems to be speaking in foreign tongues and your heart seems to be keeping an irregular beat. You listen for the animals to speak and they just stand silently not giving you the answers you seek.
Your heart beats harder and faster when you find a minuscule part of the puzzle that gives you a point of remembrance and a doorway of believing in the miracles that you so seek and see no evidence of. A great void has come and taken them from your land like a pied piper calling to the Lost Boys. The vibration that you seek is not found on earth dear ones. You must lift your head above the sands that you cloak yourself within and listen. The answers that you seek as you fore see, do not live on this planetary hologram. Your consciousness is vast and wide and high and great. Your love fills oceans and worlds upon worlds, but still it is sometimes not enough to shift the outcome. As you breathe into a place of lighter light and deeper love, you spring forth from a place that brings pearls of wisdom created from the oysters and the irritations of being so human and divine simultaneously.
You move from your position of sparrow into your
position of condor, flying above the holographic situations of earth,
above the mirage of earth life, into a
place where love flies. You do yourself an injustice trying to change what is. You have come to the end of an alleyway, a predisposed future that was created by a mass consciousness. Your place is still here, but where you find your peace does not exist on this plane. We ask you to fly high into places that your heart knows and your heart remembers to find that peace.
As Earth and the beings of earth lick their wounds, stay honed at the pinnacle of your spiritual awareness. Do not jump from a cliff as a worried lighthouse into the deep ocean to swim to save another that is about to crash on the shores of self. You must shine for them and teach them to fly, to sup upon a higher light and a higher belief system. Many have lost their faith; they have lost their way in this mirage of confusion. Some have lost their homes, and the landscapes of their future. Help them to draw a new picture by building a future from a different place and a newer blueprint.
You are beautiful beings of light that were flustered in these winds of change. You have set up prayers as anchors, as grids for years. They were not created from entrails of fear; they were originally created out of love. What you have birthed on 10/10/2004 is an activation of the binary codes within your higher soul's geometries. The completion has succeeded. The hope that you hold for yourself - give to all of earth, see her fulfilled and healed. At this time I leave. I am Star Woman.
We are the Elders of the Stars.
We come forth from a place that succeeds time and redefines Light.
Channeled by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
We come forth from geographies that hold their signatures in the dark past and in a light future. We align with grids that make themselves known millions of light years outward. We hold for you that which you seek, within that which you are. Redefining your search for home, your search for light, and your search for haven/heaven within life.
Periodically we are asked to adjoin and conjoin those of a similar vibration. We stand behind your radiance and just beyond your elbows as we escort you in to elevations of a higher vibration that actively propose and postpone what is yet to be formed.
Your world implodes upon itself as the life force of the Earth; her very true self dwindles and shifts in nature. Outward movement is demanded from the inner workings of her soil and soul as she pushes past boundaries and limitations to hold higher octaves of her own healing. The world rumbles and shakes and rocks as do you holding tight to whatever raft/rafter will keep you afloat.
Emotions are tethered as helium balloons seeking a star instead of holding fast to earth. Doorways and opportunities that you have by-passed now stand upon the shores of your life as you float down the barge and the barrage of the emotional self. Everything constructs and re-instructs you on ever level.
In this month of redefined air and movement seek to stand still and let the winds of change pass through you. Do not allow yourself to be re-moved beyond your current means of expression and of knowledge. Stand tight and hold on dearly as you move through the tidal waves of history re-making and re-addressing who and what this his-story is/was. Moving past all that subjugates itself to a Lesser Antilles, to a diluted solution of Light.
Doorways are now open that you sought 12 years ago. Finally they are able to be entered and viewed I to eye. Where do you stand-in your thoughts? Where do you sit in your actions? Where do you abide your precious time? Fluctuations in denominators and decimal momentum ask you to know your numbers. How fast can you go? How slow do you need to be? How long do you idle? The humanness pushes you and pushes you to re-define and yet you have not ingratiated yourself to who you are this minute of this expression of human self. You must know yourself in fullness before you dare to move beyond the flatness of earth and the flatness of the solar system that you are holding as truth at this time.
Stand and look at all you are as if you unveil a priceless article of art. You are displayed for all to see and all to partake of. It is you the artist that created this art. It is you the artist that does not appreciate it in fullness until someone else honors your work. Lifelines that you once held on to will no longer hold your weight as they are frayed and have lost here strength.
Children of the Stars are birthed, as children of earth become the children of the stars. Those that are old and still fight to hide and hold onto the ways of the dinosaur no longer will fit in the paradigm that shifts as sand in a desert storm. Do not try to take a structure of newness and apply it to bones that will not align with that energy. Allow the old ones to leave in their grace of time. You will not shift their directions and you will not shift their minds. If they choose to not fix the hole in their sinking canoe of life, then you cannot be as one who sticks their nose in a place that it does not belong.
Understand that re-defining yourself can only come after you know who and what you are which must come for you to know the light of life. Half of you is in this future, half of you is in another future. The earth self stands dormant and immobile. When you understand in fullness the divinity within your humanness, then and only then can you surf the tides of the new blueprints of Light.
Redefining everything and everyone is not your job. Observation of this redefinition is where you are schedule to be. The stars look down upon you and cry meteoritic tears that fall to earth helping you to gain entrance into places that you once lived. The stones of earth that held the ancient encodings from the old ones also open themselves up to be subscribed and deciphered in a way that will explain you further.
Know that you are all the pieces of the puzzle and not just the pretty picture on the box. You have been consistently fragmented and it is a continual search as you move in the beginning of your being. Seek beyond the paradigms and perimeters of all that you worship on earth. Seek to know the Gods of other Stars, the doorways of Source that live within other galaxies and universes. Do not beat up who you are for we need you to be in a place of full love for your self. By loving your essence in fullness on a daily basis, you make it easier for your soul to venture into lands beyond time and time beyond lands.
When you are angry or disappointed in yourself or another you wear that energy into your sleep as a cog in a wheel that does not catch. Over and over you jump-start yourself trying to move into a place of nocturnal peace. Due to inner turmoil your day plays out as a million episodes of self-sabotage. By knowingly housing a being that loves itself you make it easier to move beyond the paradigms that keep you limited, struggling and seeking someone to rescue you.
Love is fluid. It is a vibration that has a sound, a color, a symbol, and is of liquid configuration. When you wear it, it goes into all the pores and cracks within self and soul and heals them from the inside out, and the outside in. When you sit in the fullness of loving everything in all that you have created for yourself, then the universe welcomes you with open arms into places and secrets that you have yet to experience. As long as you battle, bruise and blame your humanness, you cannot move into the higher realms of light and of wisdom. The doorway to the future, to the past, and to all that exists is through loving you first. And that is the elixir that you so seek. We are the Elders of the Stars.
ARE YOU FILLED WITH ENOUGH LOVE OF SELF TO EXTRACT LOVE FROM NEGATIVITY, DARKNESS, CHANGE, AND CHAOTIC SHIFT?
Channeled by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Your time upon earth is not as elongated as once thought. Days have shortened and time has changed costumes, night and day dance in the dusk of dawn. Everything changes color. Everything shifts. Everything beckons to its self to come out of its hiding place to be seen, to be viewed, and to be known. Ancient artifacts of yourself, of your heart, of your life, and of your past all come forth to be seen by you. You are in a parade, a parade of roses, a parade of what was, a parade of what will be. And just like a small child that sits on Thanksgiving Day and watches the Parades passing by, youstand and watch all energies that come into your life. To be a true watcher one must release the need for all judgment. It is not a time to judge or belittle. It is time to be in the fullness and presence of your true heart. It is time to stop focusing upon what is dark, what is broken, what is dirty, what is un-controllable in your life and lessons and start focusing upon what is beautiful, what is truth, what is wisdom, what lasts, and who lasts.
It is a time for the shifting of the guards. The cleaning of the time clocks is heard and heralded. It is time to move forward like marching soldiers not knowing where you are going. , Not wanting to go to war, not wanting to march forward and yet you find that you cannot sit still.
There are many unexplained energies that run through your body, your heart, and your thoughts, so many deep angers at self. Why are you so upset with you? You punish yourself more than any thing else in the universe. You punish yourself over and over again, day after day, thought after thought. Little by little the light child within, the miracle child within is squelched, and sequestered away, the doors nailed shut. It is time to look eye to eye and heart to heart with your divinity.
You have created every droplet of your life, whether you created that before you incarnated on earth by vow and contract or you created it while on earth. Everything within your life holds a holy structure and livingness within it. Are you brave enough to extract the light from your mission, your vows, and your earth contracts? Are you filled with enough love for self to extract love from negativity, darkness, change, and chaotic shift?
All of you are such masters of control, but are you masters of time and choice? Is it time to make that move? Is it time to find that love? Is it time to finish? Is it time to start? Time is distinctly human and earthbound at this intersection of life. Time is but a clock upon your watch, upon your wall, upon your computer. Do you obey it? Do you follow it? Do you let it direct you into the next moment, the next creation, or the next thought? It is now time to fill in the blanks Dear Ones. You are the ones who have the capability and the capacity to fill in the blanks of your life. Your husband cannot do it. Your wife cannot do it. Your child cannot do it. Your God cannot do it. Everything in your life holds a blank within it. It is you who fills in that blank. No one else, only you. If you are not happy in your life, change what you are filling the blanks in with. If you are not happy with yourself, give yourself what you need. Stop waiting on prince/ princess charming to come rescue you. You have reconstructed, re-evaluated, re-calibrated, re-designed your life. Just by reading this you have changed. What you do with this change is up to you and no one else.
You are not responsible for others choices except when parenting. The doorways that you seek have never closed. The light that you seek cannot ever leave you or un-do you or test you or cause tribulations and trials. All this is self-composed and imposed.
What music are you playing in your life? What song are you writing? What song is your soul singing? Are you happy to be alive? Are you happy to be healthy? You areconstructing and instructing your life because you believe. It does not matter if it is something silly or profound or universal or mundane or human. What ever it is, it comes about face because you believe in it. When will you learn that? Your life here could be such a completed journey of magical equations and times shifts if you choose to experience it.
You are down here as light in human form to complete yourself. The mission you seek in truth is understanding all the factors involved in that completion. Consciously coming into a knowing that you are all things. You can extract and create anew from any particles of life you so desire. If you seek an equation, call upon the molecules of Einstein. If you seek a new home, call upon the molecules of Frank Lloyd Wright. If you seek to paint, call upon DA Vinci. Everything listens to you. All of life is present in this circle that you sit within. There is nothing that has left. It is a point of completion and everlasting learning. That is your journey.
As the eclipses birth a new thought to earth, it is time to understand that you too give birth to possibilities, and impossible dreams that you once gave up on. Dreams that still hurt because they were not birthed. Set all the aspects of your being aside that keep you little and less than, and move into the greatness of light that you seek in the here and the now.
You have the ability to shift the outcome of your world, by living for and in peace. Not by praying for a raise in your workplace, but by knowing you deserve it and receiving it energetically. Not by praying for true love, but by knowing that you are the love you seek.
In this point of completion you will find the answers that you seek. The library of soul light has never been closed.Seek and you shall find, knock and you will find out it was never closed for it has always been as such. Use all the colors of life to paint a new beautiful picture. Use them wisely and use them in love. Do not be afraid to paint a picture of your life as it could be, as you know in your heart that you deserve it to be. Fill in the blanks of your life with "I enjoy what I am doing. I enjoy the people in my life. I enjoy myself." You are so loved and so blessed. We leave you. We are the Council of Elders.
A galactic intersection of powerful 'enters and exits' merges within itself as the sacred vibration of the Grand Quintile Portal of October 28. 2004 merges with the 12th 11:11 GATEWAY on November 11, 2004. Thus creating a potent doorway in which we can finally leave the past behind where it belongs and fearlessly enter our humble abode of manifested dreams.
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